Post by Mog on Nov 28, 2005 3:08:31 GMT -5
Disclaimer: I don't own, Bass Master Fei does. I luv them sooo much though.
Note: I feel like crap..lets take it out on my favorite character, Ben!
Ben ran as fast as he could, No no no no no no no! His mind chanted the word over and over, disbelieving. Why why why why why why!? He shook his head, tears falling freely now. He was biting his lip so hard to keep from crying out but was surprised when he tasted a copper like substance in his mouth. Then he saw it, it made his heart skip a beat..The hill where he had kissed Drew. He exhailed deeply and ran up the grassy slope in an instant, the smile that had formed on his face vanished and reality hit him.
He let himself fall to his knees, more tears forming in his grey eyes as he let out a gut wrenching sob. "Drew drew drew drew drew-" He whispered it quietly, not daring to close his eyes and risk seeing that image again. Ben let out a strangled yell feeling his chest untighten somewhat, but his shoulders still shook, his eyes still overflowed with tears and his heart still hurt more then anything.
Ben had seen them..Kissing like there was no tomorrow. Fei had touched what was his and Drew had welcomed it. He coughed quietly and fell on his back, trying to numb the pain he felt. It had worked, when everyone he loved had left him..when the words were to much. But it didn't work, the tears wouldn't stop and his award winning cheshire grin wouldn't come.
His face was so hot and his heart was pounding, but he felt as if his heart had stopped, he was so cold. He had seen them together, but not like this..never like this. Am I just not good enough anymore? Is that it Drew?
"Am I not good enough for you!?" Ben screamed it off the hill into the city below, hoping their dreams were haunted with his cries of anguish. It hurt so bad, but despite it all..he couldn't hate Drew. He was angry with him..but he loved the older teen so, he couldn't muster anything against him.
He couldn't hate Fei either..who could blame him? Falling in love with his angel Drew. Touching..his angel Drew. Ben shuddered and burried his face in his hands, his mouth twitched and he coughed on the bile that had gathered in his throat. He sat up, the tears still trailing down his face, his eyes blank and his shoulders shaking, but Ben had finally gotten it..
A small smile on his face.
End.
Yeah It sucked, It was short and straight to the point. Don't kill me~ Thanks to everyone who reviewed the last ficcy! ^^
Note: I feel like crap..lets take it out on my favorite character, Ben!
Ben ran as fast as he could, No no no no no no no! His mind chanted the word over and over, disbelieving. Why why why why why why!? He shook his head, tears falling freely now. He was biting his lip so hard to keep from crying out but was surprised when he tasted a copper like substance in his mouth. Then he saw it, it made his heart skip a beat..The hill where he had kissed Drew. He exhailed deeply and ran up the grassy slope in an instant, the smile that had formed on his face vanished and reality hit him.
He let himself fall to his knees, more tears forming in his grey eyes as he let out a gut wrenching sob. "Drew drew drew drew drew-" He whispered it quietly, not daring to close his eyes and risk seeing that image again. Ben let out a strangled yell feeling his chest untighten somewhat, but his shoulders still shook, his eyes still overflowed with tears and his heart still hurt more then anything.
Ben had seen them..Kissing like there was no tomorrow. Fei had touched what was his and Drew had welcomed it. He coughed quietly and fell on his back, trying to numb the pain he felt. It had worked, when everyone he loved had left him..when the words were to much. But it didn't work, the tears wouldn't stop and his award winning cheshire grin wouldn't come.
His face was so hot and his heart was pounding, but he felt as if his heart had stopped, he was so cold. He had seen them together, but not like this..never like this. Am I just not good enough anymore? Is that it Drew?
"Am I not good enough for you!?" Ben screamed it off the hill into the city below, hoping their dreams were haunted with his cries of anguish. It hurt so bad, but despite it all..he couldn't hate Drew. He was angry with him..but he loved the older teen so, he couldn't muster anything against him.
He couldn't hate Fei either..who could blame him? Falling in love with his angel Drew. Touching..his angel Drew. Ben shuddered and burried his face in his hands, his mouth twitched and he coughed on the bile that had gathered in his throat. He sat up, the tears still trailing down his face, his eyes blank and his shoulders shaking, but Ben had finally gotten it..
A small smile on his face.
End.
Yeah It sucked, It was short and straight to the point. Don't kill me~ Thanks to everyone who reviewed the last ficcy! ^^
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